09.03.10
Changes
Life has had so many changes this past year. Sometimes I feel like my head is spinning.
Some good, some not so fun, all necessary I guess.
Sometimes I feel like if I could just see how everything plays out I would be okay. I don't even know if that is true though, I'd probably continue to fight the changes.
One thing gets straightened and two more things fall apart.
It's exhausting, I'm exhausted.
I'm ready for things to s-l-o-w down. Be boring. Stay the same. Then I'm sure I'll complain about the slowness, the boring, and how nothing ever changes. It will be like when we swore we would never complain about driving distances once we were moved from New York, that lasted a week! Now that 10 minutes trip to the grocery store is just awful.
Are we there yet?!
For tonight I am going to put my worries on the back burner and enoy the now.
Changes
Life has had so many changes this past year. Sometimes I feel like my head is spinning.
Some good, some not so fun, all necessary I guess.
Sometimes I feel like if I could just see how everything plays out I would be okay. I don't even know if that is true though, I'd probably continue to fight the changes.
One thing gets straightened and two more things fall apart.
It's exhausting, I'm exhausted.
I'm ready for things to s-l-o-w down. Be boring. Stay the same. Then I'm sure I'll complain about the slowness, the boring, and how nothing ever changes. It will be like when we swore we would never complain about driving distances once we were moved from New York, that lasted a week! Now that 10 minutes trip to the grocery store is just awful.
Are we there yet?!
For tonight I am going to put my worries on the back burner and enoy the now.
There is nothing so stable as change.
Take care of all your memories. For you cannot relive them.
-Bob Dylan
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